WILL PEN DOWN A BOOK ON HIM SOMEDAY>>>>THIS IS HOW IT MIGHT READ LIKE.....He was born to me, a 31-year-old. On a rainy, stormy night. I had braced myself all nine months to his coming - to my world.
The memories are strong enough. To this day, whenever I think of him inside me, I get goosepimples. He gave me life. He gave me strength all the nine months to carry him well enough to bring him to me.
I was unaware of the sex of the child I was carrying. Honestly, it didnt matter to me. All I wanted someone tiny to hold my fingers - just like I would do to my father as a kid. I lost my mother too early in life. Then I lost my grandmother. There were gaps in the three decades I had lived. Perhaps I wanted that void to get filled emotionally.
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BTW, this morning, he probed me a lot about parvati, kali and durga.....i told him that Parvati is a TRANSFORMER.....she can change to durga and kali as situation demands .....he soon fires volley of questions on which all god goddess live up in the sky, why they are up there, are they visible...........:)
The memories are strong enough. To this day, whenever I think of him inside me, I get goosepimples. He gave me life. He gave me strength all the nine months to carry him well enough to bring him to me.
I was unaware of the sex of the child I was carrying. Honestly, it didnt matter to me. All I wanted someone tiny to hold my fingers - just like I would do to my father as a kid. I lost my mother too early in life. Then I lost my grandmother. There were gaps in the three decades I had lived. Perhaps I wanted that void to get filled emotionally.
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BTW, this morning, he probed me a lot about parvati, kali and durga.....i told him that Parvati is a TRANSFORMER.....she can change to durga and kali as situation demands .....he soon fires volley of questions on which all god goddess live up in the sky, why they are up there, are they visible...........:)
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